FLUB: January 2010

Sunday, January 31, 2010

单身节

我要回家

我不要留在kl

还有11天，时间再过快一点！

我想家，我想家人，我想家乡美食，还有我想我的朋友！

我朋友说我单身顶多1个月，就会觉得寂寞难耐

顺其自然啦

希望越大失望总是越大

唉

情人节=单身节？

幸福不能勉强

已经踏入2月份的第一天了

这也意味着华人新年越来越接近了

希望我心情会因此而有转变

从忧伤变成开怀

我发现

相爱未必能够在一起.

好马

做人难免得看得开

执著也只是一时的看不开

冲动也只是一时控制不了

保持心平气和，办事就会无比顺手

我，领悟了。所以我要掌握这个道理

没有人能够体会这一切

我也不希罕谁来谅解我

你们要误解我，随便

因为这些已不重要了

我和你

成了过去式

好马不吃回头草

我希望这次我能够当这只好马

Saturday, January 30, 2010

再一次

又再一次

一次又一次

是时候觉醒了

不要再执迷不悟了

不知道是自己太过天真

还是总觉得自己是情圣

以为一次又一次的原谅

就是证明对你的爱与诚

哈哈真讽刺

我真的不懂要再怎样继续这段感情了

不是我没有给机会

我给的也太多次了吧？

好累了

拜拜

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

it's been a while i didn't type my blog in ENGLISH
today i used english because there is no chinese typing programme in my roommate's labtop
the reason why i used my roommate's labtop because i smacked my labtop with my handphone
the consequence is, the labtop's screen had broken but my handphone is safe
the screen had damaged and it costs rm550 to repair it
this happened because of my anger, my frustration..
i know it was silly to broke my labtop but i just couldn't control my anger !
arghXD

days are really bad recently
everything around me pissed me off
nothing and no one can comfort me well
i went shopping but in the end i didnt see anything that attracted me !
sad case.

BUT !
one of my friend had reminded me 1 shop in sgwang >>>> MADE IN HEAVEN
the products are from Japan ~ with its unique design
oh yes im gonna go there and see whether there is any tee that i fancy !
the price is reasonable and atleast you wouldnt bump into someone who is wearing the same tee in the streets especially my hometown *wink
brilliant suggestion my friend.

15 days
then im back to my hometown !
its CHINESE NEW YEAR ~~
i miss all my friends ..
i miss my gurl ..
i miss my family ..
i miss the kon lou dai fen and zha yuk in m4 pasar ..
i miss pink panther ..
i miss tonic ..
i miss blackjack ..
i miss driving my car ..
i miss hanging out with my homies especially jc, flip, chris, yen, yenzi, bo, sing, wai ,wen n others!
see you soon guys=)

life is colorless
its just so lifeless
im so sick and tired of everything
the housemates are noisy and laughing like the thunder, cab drivers are cheaters, foods are sucks, everything is expensive and the internet sucks when my mood is terribly down !
besides that, the r.ship problem always turning my mood on & off
but somehow i just have to go with the flow without thinking too much

time is the main factor
i need time to see that you really change
its not that i want to flash back your past
but sometimes it does bother my mind
i need time, to let go your past slowly
the more you push, the more time i need

we had sweet memories, uncountable, unforgettable sweet memories
i always remember the first time we talked on the phone, and the first time we met each other
these memories are always fresh on my mind, never faded away.
i do love you much
eventhough the way i express is not what you expect.